I don’t feel like celebrating anything. I’m supposed to fell like I should but I don’t want to.
There are always ups and downs in life. Despite my life being on a massive up for a long time, there is always gong to be a point where you are supposed to be happy and your and left feeling a little sad.
All I can think about right now is the gap that has been left in my life this year.
I miss my friend.
Grief is a weird thing, it can come on for no reason, and then when you’ve prepared for a difficult moment, it still bites you in the ass.
Tomorrow, I’m going to get my best man hair cut and eat a giant Pile of meat. I wish you were here to come with me, Chris and James, just to moan and make us laugh.
I miss you Trev, I’m not ready to celebrate anything without you yet. Maybe next year…